Doc and Jassmine, I can't seem to find email addresses for you or links on your sites to email you my new xanga.

Please send me an email here on Xanga so I can let you know where I'm going or to daisie at adelphia.net

Thanks guys.  Lotsa love.

Train boarding....final call.  I can't promise it'll be a smooth ride but maybe we can all learn something along the way. 

A final serious entry.

I want feedback, even if you've never posted here before.

The question is a philisophical one, a moral one, a gut feeling one, a soul question.

How do you feel about the following quote?  Apply it to as many different situations as you can think of.  Love, life, sacrifice, duty, God, family, friends, career, your heart's desire, your soul, your spark.

To do what's right,

sometimes we must be steady and give up the thing we want the most,

even our dreams.

Do you agree or disagree and why?  Please be explicit. 

Ramble.  Rant.  Rave.  Cry.  Scream.  Philosophize. Judge.  Debate.  Ponder outloud.  Let me see it all.

I need this one last thing.

And so it goes.....

a few too many irl have access to this site...my inner thoughts and the like.....and since they aren't part of my life anymore.....

I'm moving.

Give me a 'hell yeah' or some such notice in the comments sections if you want to move with me and I'll give you a heads up.

To all my loves and inspirations...many thanks.

To all my detractors... ... ...thanks for making me a fighter.

And maybe someday we will find , that it wasn't really wasted time

I’m not gonna let it get me down
I’m not gonna cry
And I’m not gonna lose any sleep tonight

You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again

You are the hope, that keeps me trusting

When none of the pieces fit
You make sense of it

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.

When nobody understands
You come and take the chance, baby

And should my tender heart be broken,
I will cry those teardrops knowin',
I will be just fine.
'Cos nothin' changes who I am.

I don’t want to be a vapor of heavenly light
Everybody guess if I’m an angel or sprite